The world is full of a mystifying order that seems to rival and overpower the natural entropy that each of us rational organisms provides. Most any college dormroom will plead to the contrary, joined in chorus with the apparent randomness of the flight of the orange and yellow leaves of autumn. Leaves do but land at the new home that gravity and friction have destined to be theirs. There is an ounce of disarray, perhaps, perceived by the naked eye, but it stirs the souls of even those for whom organization is a necessity. From afar, leaves seem not random placements of former arboreal matter; instead, they join their colleagues in the splendid matrimony of thousands of leaves, each of them unique in their own right, but their individuality becomes threatened by a distant viewpoint. Also thus threatened are the ants that share with us only the paths on which we tread. We stride about, uncaring and perhaps unaware of the incredibly small and infinitesimally unimportant insects for whom we do not tremble, as they would for us if indeed they were capable of that emotional response. Nay, they linger not within our minds but beneath our soles, striving in their never-ending dual purposes of self- preservation and continuity of their anthropodal race, insignificant to those so much higher on the hypothetical food chain. They tarry amongst the sidewalk cracks, the very cracks on which our children teach themselves not to step. After all, no one wants to break their mother's back. Such blind and unwarranted avoidance of cracks does not, however, imply impression of these ants on the decision-making processes of the human race. ants are, in effect, banished forever to the cracks of our sidewalks, forever ignored. Ants are not the only species thusly exiled. Granted, perhaps ants are of the rare variety of organisms that could possibly fit between the cracks of our artificial pathways, but even humans can somehow fall into cracks, much larger cracks, cracks that bode as much misfortune and misery for us as the sidewalks do for ants. The situation, however, differs slightly in that those responsible for human damnation are the same upon which the damnation befalls. Indeed, rare among humans is the case of condemnation unpreventable by its sufferers. Much more common is the intentional and solemn descent into the perilous cracks, battling not against but with the tides in an almost suicidal lack of positive effort. I have seen many a person offer their surrender to a foe hardly worth the submission, mournfully casting themselves into the abyss of unimportance, acceptant of the possibility that no one cares. Such a fate is ill-desired and unfortunate in and of itself, but even more so because it is never a necessary outcome. To live is but to impress. A man that has lived without affecting even a single other person has not lived at all. Such a man has indeed cast himself away to be forgotten entirely by a world that perhaps did not even notice his existence. But it need not be difficult to change the world and dispel the horrid outcome. You are not required to solve the problem of world hunger or to find a cure for cancer. It can be as simple as loving another more than yourself, or offering support and compassion at the whim of someone that needs it. It can be as simple as instilling laughter when entertainment is appropriate, or by offering a welcome distraction from the stresses of a day. Hell, a mere compliment can be enough to change a person's outlook entirely. Beauty often comes in the simplest of packages, and positive influence on others is as beautiful as any snow-capped mountaintop, as beautiful as life itself. Don't fall into the abyss of insignificance. Be dear to someone. Be a light in someone's closeted existence. Be a candle in someone's nuclear winter of despair. Be a compass for the hopelessly lost and confused. Be the drug that cures at least some of life's bitternesses. Be hope in a world desolate and starving for it. Be confidence for the coward spirit hiding within us all. Be compassion for everyone in need of it. Be love for everyone. Don't fall into the cracks. |
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